damnnnnn
April 30th
9:43 PM
9:43 PM
I have felt so awful this week.
- I have not eaten healthy which means:
- I feel ugly
- and fat
- and huge
- and disgusting
- and fat
- and like i weigh 300 lbs
- and gross
*** WILL ANYONE HELP ME GET MOTIVATED?!?!
All I want to be is perfect.
My thoughts when getting dressed.
- Me: fat.
- Me: I'm too ugly for something that nice.
- Me: makes me hips look huge.
- Me: fat.
- Me: I can't wear this, this is a thin girls outfit.
- Me: I can't pull this off.
- Me: I may just go out in my birthday suit
- But I'm too ugly and fat for that too.
